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Timothy Paul Austin, JR.

This Web Site is dedicated to my son, Timothy Paul Austin, Jr., who became an angel February 27, 1987

I was around 7 months pregnant when I lost Timothy. I now call him Timmy, He was a beautiful little boy who took his first and last breath in my arms. Timothy's father and I had a very violent relation ship, I met him when I was fourteen and he was twenty-one, when I was 16, I became pregnant and as every woman I was scared but happy I couldn't wait to be a Mommy. After an abusive episode with his father my placenta erupted and Timothy was born in a small Hospital in WV, not having the equipment to help him survive he died, and with him a piece of me died.

After he died, I got to hold him and tell him that I loved him and even say goodbye, but I never got to hear his first words, play ball with him or even feel his breath against my cheek, but I still feel him and truly believe he watches over me, and just maybe is watching over me now, I bet he laughs at me often!

This web site is just my way of showing my little angel a little of attention that I never got to show him. I hope as I learn how to do this it will get better, and until then..............I'll keep trying!!!!!


	Timothy Paul Austin, JR. This Web Site is dedicated to my son, Timothy Paul Austin, Jr., who became an angel February 27, 1987 I was around 7 months pregnant when I lost Timothy. I now call him Timmy, He was a beautiful little boy who took his first and last breath in my arms. Timothy's father and I had a very violent relation ship, I met him when I was fourteen and he was twenty-one, when I was 16, I became pregnant and as every woman I was scared but happy I couldn't wait to be a Mommy. After an abusive episode with his father my placenta erupted and Timothy was born in a small Hospital in WV, not having the equipment to help him survive he died, and with him a piece of me died. After he died, I got to hold him and tell him that I loved him and even say goodbye, but I never got to hear his first words, play ball with him or even feel his breath against my cheek, but I still feel him and truly believe he watches over me, and just maybe is watching over me now, I bet he laughs at me often! This web site is just my way of showing my little angel a little of attention that I never got to show him. I hope as I learn how to do this it will get better, and until then..............I'll keep trying!!!!!